Beyond Alice in Blooming Collection

Hello Everyone! This collection from Beyond is new for spring and I picked up two products from the line.I would also like to pick up the cushion, moisturizer, and the skin base. Here is a photo of the collection:

I got the two nail polish sets from the collection in pink and mint. Both sets come with Alice in Wonderland nail decals.

Last year I tried to order the previous Alice in Wonderland collection from Cosmetic Love, but I never got my order. I don't I'll be able to pass on this spring version however. The packaging is absolutely beautiful! Thanks for reading!

Benefit Cheekathon Palette Review

Hello everyone today I will be reviewing the Benefit Cheekathon Palette. When this first came out I couldn't wait to get my hands on it. Here are some of the promo pictures featuring Patrick Star, KathleenLights, and MannyMua.

This is what the outside packaging of the palette looks like. The box it comes in also has the same design. 

It also includes a booklet with tips and tricks on how to use the products.

This is what the inside of the palette looks like. It has a removable plastic slip with the names of each product.

This is the brush that comes with the palette. It also comes in all of Benefit's boxed blushes. I think it is okay but there are better brushes out there. I actually would have prefer if benefit put another boxed blush in place of the brush instead like Hervana.

Here are the hand swatches of the products.

(L-R: Dandelion, Hoola, Rockateur, Dallas, Coralista)

I am really on the fence about this product. I used my 10% off coupon to Sephora that I got with my VIB card but with the tax I still payed $76 CDN. I ordered it online and for some reason, Sephora did not include my receipt with my order. As you can see from the swatches, some of the products looks powdery and not as pigmented. I thought getting five full size products in the palette was a good deal and I will say I was a little bit worried when this palette first came out because when Benefit has made similar products in the past they have had poor reviews. This is because many companies tend to cheap out when making products where you're a deal on full size products. They use less of the more expensive ingredients to save money and it changes the quality/formulation of the product. I waited till reviews came out for this palette and most people said that formula was the same as they other full sized box blushes. I don't have any of those blushes to compare the quality, but I disagree with those people. If you google swatches of Coralista, it looks more coral/pink then the version of Coralista in this palette and also lacks pigmentation. My skin tone is relatively light and I feel like Coralista doesn't really show up on my skin. Dallas looks okay to me but I feel like you could get mauvey blush from the drugstore and it would probably look the same. Rockateur has a glitter overspray and I think the blush would look better once I get rid of the overspray better the glitter looks awful on my cheeks. So far I do like Hoola bronzer. I've never really been into contouring but recently i've been trying it out with Hoola and I think it looks okay. It's definitely a tad too warm on my skin but it's still okay. I also find Hoola to be very pigmented so I try to only use a little bit. Hoola and Dandelion are my favourites in this palette so far. Dandelion actually looks really beautiful on my skin tone, however it does have a bit of a powdery/chalky texture. I watched Emily Noel's review of this palette and she said that Hoola's formulation is the same as the original, Dandelion is more pigmented, and the other three (Rockateur,Dallas, and Coralista) were all different in shade and formulation. This is part of the reason why I am on the fence about this palette. I like two of the products and I think I might get use out of Dallas possibly in the fall, but I feel like maybe I should return it since I don't enjoy all of the products in the palette. At the same time, since I like two of the products, that still totals out to the price of the palette plus three other blushes that I might use. So overall, I still need to decide if I want to keep this or not, but I do not recommend it especially for the price it is. Thank you for reading.

EDIT: I have since returned the palette because it was breaking me out. I know it was this palette because it was the only new product I was using, I never break out in my cheek area, and the acne went away once I stopped using it. I feel like you could find better products at the drugstore considering the price and low quality of the products. If you are interested in getting this palette, I would recommend trying out some inexpensive Korean blushes instead or the Too Faced Love Flush Blush Wardrobe.

Sephora Give Me Some Nude Lip Set

Hello everyone! I've been meaning to put this post up for a few weeks and it is long overdue. I honestly haven't felt motivated to do anything these past few weeks. Anyways, today I wanted to talk about a this lip product set I picked up at Sephora a few weeks ago. I didn't think I would have ended up getting my hands on this since it sold out online and my local Sephora was unsure if they would be getting it. Luckily I was able to pick one up and I would highly suggest picking it up if you can get your hands on it!

This set comes with five different lip products-two of which are full size ( Nars Dolce Vita Lipstick and Nudestix Lip + Cheek Crayon in Whisper). The other products in this set include: Laura Mercier Creme Smooth Lipstick in Milky Way, Tarte Tarteist Lip Paint in Namaste, and the Marc Jacobs (P)Outliner Longwear Lip Pencil in Prim(rose). I swatched all five of these products on my lips. While I was swatching them, I realized that for some reason I never swatched and other lippies i've posted about so far. So I went back and edited my previous posts to include lip swatches. Let's get on to the swatches!

Nars Dolce Vita Lipstick

This Nars lipstick is the main reason I bought this set. I've wanted to try it for many years and although it is a very sheer colour that is close to my actual lip shade, I find it to be moisturizing and comfortable to wear.

Laura Mercier Creme Smooth Lipstick in Milky Way

This lipstick is a cool tone grayish nude brown. It looks fine if I only put on one coat, however if I keep layering it on, the colour tends to make me look a little bit dead. So on me personally, I feel that less is more with this lipstick. Nevertheless, it's still a beautiful nude colour and I have nothing like it in my collection.

Nudestix Lip + Cheek Crayon in Whisper

I think this nude colour would work better on paler skin.However, this product can also be used as a blush and I really love how it looks on the cheeks!

Marc Jacobs (P)Outliner Longwear Lip Pencil in Prim(rose)

This is a really pretty rosy lip liner and I love it. You twist up the packaging to get more product out.

Tarte Tarteist Lip Paint in Namaste

This was my least favourite product in the set and I found it pretty disappointing. I already knew that this liquid lipstick didn't have the best reviews before I purchased this set and I can see why since this liquid lipstick never sets.

(Arm swatch in natural lighting. From top to bottom: Milky Way, Dolce Vita, Prim(rose), Namaste, Whisper)

Overall, I love when Sephora releases these kinds of sets because it gives you the chance to try out different products. This was my first time trying out nude lip colours on myself. So if you're into nude lips then I reccomend you give this a shot. I hope my post was helpful and thanks for reading! xx

Summer Goals

Hello everyone! Today I wanted to write about my goals for this summer. It's nothing extreme like climbing Mount Everest, but they are goals I know I can achieve if I put my mind to it.

1) To Get Healthy

I've struggled with my weight for many years and while I would like to lose weight, my overall goal is to eat healthier and be more active. This also includes mental health and maintaining a positive outlook on life. I would like to improve my socializing skills and meet new people. I would also like to start doing yoga and meditating more frequently.

2) Keep Writing

Whether it's short stories, poetry, journaling, blogging, or just getting my thoughts down on paper, I would like to write more. Writing is something that I have always enjoyed and I feel like it allows me to express my opinions and thoughts that I have difficulty saying in person.

3) Find Work

I would love to be able to find a job for the summer. Not only would it benefit me financially, but it would also give the opportunity to interact with people more. I've struggled with unemployment for a while and it has been a contributor to my depression.

4) Start Volunteering

I want to volunteer within my community. My number one goal in life has always been to help others or make a difference in people's lives. I am going to start looking into volunteering opportunities this summer.

5) Learning How to Film and Edit Videos

If you read my post about my first year of college, you would know that I mentioned taking other programs in college after I finish my current one. I'm torn between getting into writing or filming. Since media is such a big part of our society, I am interested in an occupation that allows me to express myself more. I also have some ideas for upcoming projects I would like to create.

6) Improve Makeup Skills

I want to improve my makeup skills since makeup is something I am extremely passionate about and there is always room for improvement. I am also looking into taking a makeup course in the new future.

7) Read More

I love reading and I can never stop doing it. Whether it's books or articles online, I'm always reading something. I love learning new things as well so this summer I am going to read as much as I possibly can.

8) Going on Adventures

Getting outside more is always a good thing. This summer I plan on going for more hikes and walks as well as exploring places i've never checked out before in my city.

My First Year of College

Hello everyone! As some of you may know from my recent update, I recently finished my first year of college. I figured I should make a post about my experience, fears, and future plans since this is such a big part of my life.

So my college experience thus far has been relatively "vanilla" if that makes any sense. I know college is the time when alot of people tend to try new things,experiment, and meet new people but my experience has been very plain. I still have never been to a party or a club. I faced a few troubles in college including boy drama and will also be making later posts on some of these issues.

My college is in my hometown so I  would rather commute everyday instead of living in residence. I feel like living on campus is a great way to meet new people. Luckily many of my high school friends are attending the same college and one of my friends is in the same program so I've had people to talk to. I have a really hard time making friends because I have social anxiety so if I didn't have my friend in my course, I don't know how I would get through it.

One thing I noticed was how quickly people were able to group together and form cliques. Even from the start of my program, whenever my friend and I tried to befriend new people, it always seemed like they had no interest in being are friends. It didn't matter how friendly we were, it got to a point in our first year where we started to feel like everyone was looking down on us.

This became especially apparent in the second semester. My friend and I like to enjoy ourselves when we are together. We're always making each other laugh and putting smiles on each others faces. We always just put each other in a good mood- which has been good for the both of us. We both view our time together and our discussions as a way to focus on the positive things in life and express ourselves without feeling judged.

The career that my program is preparing us for is for a professional environment. We just thought that maybe we were looked down upon because we were too lively/bubbly all the time and most people would assume that people in this field would be more reserved. Whenever we would be joking around- even if it was before class started, other kids would give us rude looks. I noticed however, that all of my classmates would also joke around with their friends- but for some reason, would stare us down if we did the same.

We all want to fit in and it's frustrating when you try to put yourself out there and people constantly reject you. I spent the majority of my life struggling with anxiety and depression and I told myself that once I started college, I would try to talk to people more (which I have) it's just difficult when people don't want to reciprocate that.

Another struggle i've faced was with my identity. I've started to discover who I am and develop new interests and hobbies. At the same time, I also found myself letting go of old interests and struggling with my identity in terms of race.

My family and I also moved to a new place once I started college and I struggled with many family issues during my first year. I started to feel neglected in a way, because I felt like everyone was occupied with their own things and never had time to just sit down and talk to me. So I started to stay later at school and I was constantly going out with friends. My family doesn't like our new home so they would always just complain about it to me when I was home. I started to feel more and more depressed when I was home and eventually, it just became a place where I slept at night and nothing more.

I also have had second thoughts about my program and whether or not I should take something else. When I tell people this they either say one of two things; the first being for me to just drop out, or they'll tell me to just stick with it because they want me to. Even though I don't feel as if I want a career in this field, I still don't want to drop out. I've come too far and worked too hard to let all my efforts go to waste. I'm still young and indecisive so for all I know I could change my mind a few years down the road. What I do know is that I will definitely be going back to college and taking other courses once I finish my current one.

For the first half of my first semester of college, I was probably the happiest i've ever been in my life. I was so excited to wake up everyday and I loved being at school- even if other people didn't accept me. Eventually, it all headed downhill and I slowly started to sink back into depression, I also had depressive episodes during my second semester and I am afraid I may fall back into it now that the semester is over and I'm just at home all day.

The hardest part of my second semester, was having to constantly be around people. I had so many assignments piling up so even though I had days where I didn't have classes, I still was at school working on them with other students. I'm someone who really needs space from other people. If i'm constantly around people, I start to feel drained and get agitated quickly. I'm not sure why this occurs, but i've felt this way for a while and I always need a bit of alone time.

So in conclusion, while it has been a hard year and I have experienced many changes, I have also started to find myself and grow as a person. I am proud of myself for overcoming all the pain and struggles i've gone through and completing my first year of college. Lastly i'm just glad I got a few months off from doing homework. Thanks for reading! xx

Finishing My Last Exam

Hello everyone! I wish I could have been posting more this month but I had to finish up this semester of college. I wrote my last two exams today so it was officially my last day. I cannot believe I have already finished my first year of college. Anyways, I just wanted to do a quick update and inform everyone that I will have alot more posts coming soon.

Garnier Triple Nutrition Butter Cream Leave in and Butter Rich Conditioner Review

Hello everyone! Today I will be reviewing a conditioner and and a leave in conditioner from Garnier. These products caught my attention when I saw them on sale at Shoppers Drug Mart. I read through the ingredients and saw that they both contained macadamia oil,which made me want to try them out. While I love to use many different oils in my hair (I will make a post about my favourites in the future!) I find that macadamia oil and jasmine oil are my favourites. My go to hair products are from the Marc Anthony macadamia oil line-which is sold at drugstores. So when I saw these products at Shopper's I wanted to see if they would be a good alternative to those products since these are half the price. Just for reference, I have very dry, frizzy curly hair.

I actually finished the whole bottle of this conditioner already (thick hair problems) and it is hydrating. I do like both the conditioner and the leave since the are both hydrating. However, the conditioner breaks me out. The first time I used this I guess I didn't clean it off my skin as well as I thought because the next day I woke up with tons of little bumps all over my face (I've never had this problem with any conditioner before). I find that I have to really clean my face and body after using it (with face wash and Bioderma). I will probably continue to repurchase these since they are so inexpensive but just be warned if you have sensitive skin, that it you may have to take extra steps to make sure it doesn't irritate your skin as well. Thanks for reading!